I close my eyes...

Only for a moment. And the moment's gone.

This pretty much sums up my state of mind right now. But before i go on about this, i really want to thank you all for the lovely birthday wishes, llama badges and cake badges!! It was a really pleasant surprise to see all these messages in my inbox when i woke up. A wonderful start to this day

I've been home for more than a week now and i really dont know where and how this week has gone. I feel like i already miss my parents and my friends, even though i have plenty of time left here with them. I want to make the most of this time but i feel like it's slipping away and i can't help it. I know im soon going to live the -real- life, into the -real- world, and im really not liking this. I really don't like the world right now...
All i wish is that i could keep my friends and family close to me, forever.

Anyhow, thank you so much for wishing me a happy birthday, you really are great